#IM BAACK LMAO hi

[majoraswrath]

ᶦᶠ ʰᵉˡˡ ᶦˢ ᶠᵒʳᵉᵛᵉʳ, ᵗʰᵉⁿ ʰᵉᵃᵛᵉⁿ ᵐᵘˢᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵃ ˡᶦᵉ

[airqlanes]

YOUR BODY WAS TAN AND YOUR HAIR WAS LONG

YOU SHOWED ME A SMILE AND MY CARES WERE GONE

FALLING IN LOVE FILLED MY SOUL WITH FRIGHT

YOU SAID COME ON BABE IT’LL BE ALRIGHT

[oflgtfol]

had a weird dream where me and my friends were traipsing around the high school... like we weren’t enrolled anymore but we were still allowed inside and on the premises

so there was like some weird supernatural shit too, i cant remember what, except for this one thing. you would be randomly teleported to this one room that had two large beds, and each bed had 5 indentations. you were teleported there with 9 other people - 5 girls and 5 boys total. and it was basically some sort of matchmaking service but like Magical idk LMAO and so i got sorted with this one boy and it was like. idk. i liked him as a person. and for some reason i did genuinely want to try to get to like him romantically. but after the weird event ended i couldnt get the courage to talk to him again ..... so the event was called AGAIN. same people. we were all confused and this time we were kept there longer so me and the guy had to actually Talk and it was just like so awkward idk. so then the guy like walked out of the room bc he “didnt know what he was doing” bc it was so awkward and one of my friends from middle school was there, she was close friends with the guy, so she told me to go after him and like not hurt his feelings or whatever. and i was like oh god oh fuck i have to go after him UGH. so anyway i went outninto the hallway and just like completely lost track of where he was

i met up with shannen then and she asked me how it went and i was like “well u see i LIKE him as a person and i wanna make this work but also.... i am SO fucking aro” like it was genuinely so painful i couldnt take it. i cant explain it unless u too are romance repulsed i guess but it was absolutely terrible

idk i guess i was trying to force myself to NOT be aro. like i genhinely wanted to try a romantic relationship to see if i could do it. and so shannen told me i should probably just stop with the guy, tell him im aro so we could just stop trying to force it lol, but also like idk it felt like admitting defeat to me, like wow i really am aro -___- but i was like ok fine so i went to go find him to tell him and see if we could still be friends at least

but then shannen just like left the building and idk why it freaked me out. bc we were never allowed to just LEAVE and wander the premises when we were students. and that same fear struck my heart but also like, we also werent enrolled in the school anymore even in my dream?? idk so i warily followed her out and for some reason the high school premises were like, so beautiful. so much larger than they are in person, and it had this creek running through it, some marshes, a lil forest even, like what?? so anyway me and my friends are always exploring local nature spots so i was like OH SHIT WE GOTTA STOP HERE AND EXPLORE!! so we did and we were splashing around in the creek it was so fun lol. but then the school day ended and again we were not enrolled but for some reason i was like oop we gotta go!! so we did like SOME PARKOUR SHIT and leapt off this one cliff down into the river and grabbed onto the side of the road down there. and then got onto one of the buses..?

and at some point our other friend who also explored with us was there. i dont remember her actually joining us but well we cant have an adventure without all 3 of us <3 so we were on one of the buses but y’see it was one of the buses on the opposite side of the school, which neither of us took, so we had no idea where it was actually going, and it wound up going SOOO far and then the sun was already fucking setting!!! so i was like so upset like NOO WE HAVE NO WAY OF GETTING BAACK and its gonna be dark by the time we do and then the parking lot will be CLOSED after sunset so then we cant get to my car DX

anyway somehow we like ... respawned back at my car like ala minecraft IDK it was so weird LMAO but then i woke up <3

it was such a weird mix of real life elements and dream stuff like i dont think ive ever actually said the phrase “im aro” out loud in a dream before, even the dreams ive had where its Relevant... and then the way it went focusing on me being aro to just like fucking around with my friends was so wild LMAO